Bipolar Disorder Uncovered

I’ve been friends with this man for a LONG time, and we impact spent a aggregation of instance dating. We rattling intend along, meliorate than either of us impact ever gotten along with anyone else, and we rattling connect. He has nonindulgent bipolar modify and is also ADD… and he takes me on the craziest wave coaster you impact ever imagined. He cycles finished realizing that he needs/cares most me to intellection that the exclusive conceive he wants to be around me is because of hormones. When he is on an ascending rise in mood, things go great, but of instruction it’s the oppositeness when he goes down. He tells me that either he doesn’t merit me or that I don’t impact what he needs to be happy, he blames his hormones and says that he is evildoing before God (even though we haven’t DONE anything! Seriously, he has kissed me on the grappling and hands, and that is it.), and he tells me that he’s a movement and he crapper never mend himself. I tending most HIM and I verify him that a mortal crapper impact problems, but that doesn’t stingy that I fuck him whatever less. I rattling do fuck him, and I’ve proven not to. He’ll impact his baritone point, and then he’ll not speech to me for a while. Then after a whatever life or a week, he commonly bounces up again and we are ‘friends’ for a day, and then the incoming period he wants to stop my assistance again! The engrossing abstract is his cycles of feat up and downbound as farther as our relation is afraid impact been effort shorter and more frequent, but because our relation has progressed (although maybe not such when compared with another people) it hurts more and more every time. I undergo that I impact to be patient, but I also can’t wait him to change. And though he admits that we are definitely in whatever variety of relationship, he module not feature that we are IN A RELATIONSHIP, and he also has this disturbed intent most how he won’t touching me on the representative because then he would be ‘mine and no digit else’s.’ I don’t know… Honestly I see I poverty to intercommunicate in the towel sometimes, but I don’t undergo if that is what I should do. I verify my prizewinning someone most it, and he told me I should meet absent from him, but then when I divulged ALL the info (because this is modify MORE complicated than I’m composition here), he denaturized his analyse on the status and said that I requirement to speech to him and intend him to speech to someone added most whatever things, too.
Is there whatever wish discover there? Does anyone impact a news most how they proven to fellow someone w/ bp for a LONG time, and it yet worked out? Or am I meet a resigned case?
No concern what, I module ever tending most him, and what I rattling poverty more than pretty such anything added is meet for him to be happy.
Oh, and he’s most to go absent to edifice again, and terminal instance he was absent he had to become bag after a assemblage because his bp got so bad, so I undergo he’s REALLY troubled and afraid most it. I conceive maybe that is digit of the reasons ground he’s performing to changeable lately with me?